d.5 addictions

1. I have made up my mind that I will never use drugs 1 2 3 4 (5)

2.I am free of any compulsive behaviours such as blahblahblah—websurfing is one of them: (1) 2 3 4 5

3.When it comes to a choice about alcohol, drugs and tobacco I make my own decisions and not from peer pressure: 1 2 3 4 (5)

4.I have been alcohol/tobacco free for 30 days: 1 2 3 4 (5)

5.I avoid situations where there’s going to be heavy drinking of drugs: 1 2 3 4 (5)

6.I stay away from internet porn: 1 2 3 (4) 5 (I CANT STOP LAUGHING, PERSONAL MUCH??? I go on a blog site and sometimes that stuff pops up from the people I watch? Pfft..)

7. I hang out with friends who share my views: 1 2 3 (4) 5

8.I encourage my friends to stay away from harmful substances: 1 2 (3) 4 5

9.I never let my friends drink and drive: 1 2 3 4 (5)

10.I am free of eating disorders: 1 2 3 4 (5)

Examples of hard times where it was hard to resist stuff

1. I was at my friend’s boyfriend’s party… Instead of drinking I had like, 6 cups of pop.

Other from that I dont really leave the house.

How to avoid hard times:

Don’t leave the house???

Rejection sentences I can use:

Nope, I’m good. I’ll just take a shot of water and pretend to be cool or whatever. (Ive used this before, heh. I actually got a shot of water.)

Things worth trading for addiction:

My little brother’s trust: I don’t care. He doesn’t trust me anyways.

My boyfriend: haha you’re funny. What boyfriend?

My car: do you know how poor I am? I dont even have my licence.

My future: I plan to be a crazy cat lady, I’m keeping that dream.

My reputation: As that goody-goody kid who draws and stuff? Naw.

My job: what job?

My grades: No. Mom’ll kill me.

Roots of addiction:

This is how Im bored applies to me: I’m just always bored, but I often resort to drawing haha.

Things I can do for a healthy high:

Loud music is nice, so is drawing and writing and listening to spooky stories on the web. It’s all pretty cool.

I’m rather confused by this known facts things so im not doing it.

How much time spent on computer/tv:

I’m just gonna average like 12 hours a day given the 6 hours im at school im on the computer too. Whoops.

Things I can do instead:

Traditionally draw and visit friends more and go swimming every wednsday like I used too.

In 10 years if I let my addiction proceed and flourish I probably wouldn’t have changed much. ‘ll be cut off from the world only leaving the house when necessary. Job, shopping… That stuff.

 But 10 years from now addiction free I’d be more social and healthy and stuff.

What one do I like better?

Can I have a mix of both, please?